stfu · jensen.

tonight was weird as hell. right now i'm high...really high. after work i went over to marks and him and i smoked in his hot tub. i got sooo high. he's been feeling sick lately so being hot in there, and high, made him throw up. then hearing him throw up made me throw up. i've been feeling pretty nauseous lately. i'm not sure what it is. well, i didn't even really throw up. it was all stomach acid because i hadn't really eaten anything today. and i think my lack of sleep also has something to do wtih me not feeling so well. i'm actually exhausted, but i wanted to write this down so i could remember it. i remember feeling sooo light headed. i've never felt that messed up in my life. i couldn't control it. i felt like i was going to die. i could feel my skin burning. i didn't like it at all. it seems like this shit was laced with something. but it couldn't be unless only parts are, because we smoked a blunt of it wayy this morning and i didn't get like that at all. it's probably just me being exhausted. i think that's what it is. i am sooo high right now. my head is so heavy and my eyes are basically closed.
i'm going to eat and pass out.