stfu · jensen.

i'm actually not in the mood to do this, but i know that i need to. otherwise, i'll forget it all. ahhh the joys of smoking marijuana. speaking of, i'm not even high right now. it sucks really bad.
sidney and i have been hanging out a lot more again lately. i'm glad. she's the one friend that i know will always be there. even when we go a while without talking, even if we get in an argument. we'll always be there for each other. and i really think we'll always be best friends.
i had to go to customs tuesday and wednesday. it was okay. i met some girl named andrea. she was nice. that's all i really have to say about that though. it wasn't very interesting. sidney helped me with my schedule. it will be okay i guess. i'm trying not to really think about school right now. it's going to be weird once it starts though.
tuesday was centrals graduation. sidney and i went to it. then afterwards we smoked and then hung out with corbin and i drank some. we actually got really fucked up. nothing happened of course, but it was really fun. i'd say that corbin is my best guy friend for sure. i really like hanging out with him and i just think we're actual friends. he's not just one of those guys that only talks to girls when he wants to get with them. thank god. but yeah, we got pretty fucked up. then the next day i smoked with taylor. i got sooo high. and the weird thing is that we only smoked two bowls. it was out of his new pipe that he got. i can even say that i probably shouldn't have been driving. it was raining and stuff. i've never been so high that i saw things, but i was last night. when the rain hit the pavement i swear to god it looked like little frogs. so weird! and when i was sitting in the spot that nicole and i used to smoke at i swear i kept seeing something in the woods that looked like a flashlight. i was trippin somethin crazy i swear..
today i went and hung out with haley. and the neighbor that lives next door came over and was talking to us. he's 22, and his name is shaggy. he was drunk and high, and hilarious. and he seems like a really nice guy, just bad into drugs and stuff. he just got out of jail not long ago. he was in there for like, a year. and he told us about this time that he was on oc's and robbed a gas station. he didn't take money though...he took allll their chips. i was thinking, "WHAT THE FUCK? chips??". but haley told me that when you take those it makes you do shit like that. i've never really fucked with pills enough to know that. he helped us find some weed, and then his friend corey came over, and we all smoked together. they are some crazy guys i swear. dude for real carries a gun with him alll the time. he showed shaggy some rag thing in his pocket with blood on it, and told him something that haley and i couldn't here. they're crazy as hell. i'm not sure if i could hang out with them all the time. it sucks though 'cause they're pretty cool guys. i just don't need to let myself get into stuff like that. they're hardcore motherfuckers i swear. i've never met anyone like them before. hahaha. it was a pretty funny experience. then what sucked was that shaggy is all trying to talk to me now and stuff. i wish he wouldn't have crossed that line. i'd rather him just be cool with me and be friends, not trying to get with me. it always makes things more difficult.
speaking of talking to people, this guy, daniel, that i went to school with...well, i guess we're talking. idk...not sure if i really want to call it that right now. maybe after we go on a date or something. we've really just been talking so far. he seems really nice though. but then again, so do most guys. we'll just see what happens :)